To You, Who Secretly Cries
To you, who suffer in silence. To you, who bear a damage that you do not deserve. To you, who have made the decision to keep quiet so as not to hurt those around you. To you, who every day struggles to move on. You, who overcome yourself and live in fear that they will know your pain. To you, who secretly cries.
You do not deserve to suffer more, you do not deserve to silence your pain, you do not deserve to have your dignity beaten. What you deserve is to scream and be heard, you deserve to stop suffering. Do not let them destroy you, throw everything you have built, everything you are, everything you are worth into the void. You don’t deserve the pain you feel now, you don’t deserve one more tear, not one more hiding place.
Dry your tears and start drawing. Allow yourself to be free and decide what it is you want. Don’t let others speak for you. Do not let anyone silence what wants to come out of the inside. The time for hiding and collecting scars is over, the first change is the first step. Tears no longer solve anything, tears no longer calm, you no longer cry, it is time to act.
I say it to you, because I know that you can, because I know that you want. You just need a push, a push to ask for help, to let the world know how you feel and where you are. To you, who are crying; to you, who seek to be alone and let the days pass until they are over, but no, there is still strength, there is still hope, do not give it all for lost yet.
One small step brings you closer to a big change
Do not let loneliness make you believe that it is a real situation because you are not alone, you are not alone. The first step is the most difficult to take, but that’s where the big changes begin. You are not worth more armor, nor do you have hands for more shields; don’t think you’re doing anything wrong, you’re not who they say you are. It is worth it that you stop for a moment and be the one to define yourself.
It is too long that you have been silent about your pain, it is too long that you have allowed others to take the power of who you are. You cry and you continue feeding the river of pain but those tears do not deserve to be yours anymore, you do not deserve to water something that hurts so much. It is time to direct your steps towards another path, in another direction.
This is for you, so you can see that someone listens to your cries, that there is someone who knows that you cry, that there is someone who loves you and does not abandon you. Come out and show your pain. Give yourself the opportunity you deserve to be happy. Take advantage of the few forces that remain to not give up, to get what you have inside, to speak.
Don’t give up, don’t give in
Imagine that a better path awaits you than the one you are now traveling on, do not stop dreaming of a better day by day. The pain will end, you will stop crying. There is no storm that stays to live in the sky. They are all visiting. So … don’t stop dreaming, don’t stop fighting, don’t stop talking, don’t hide. Don’t let them speak for you, you deserve to be happy.
I hope you can see that this is for you, that there are solutions and people who want to help you. Live with you the steps forward and some that you give back. Those days when everything seems to be coming out, those when nothing seems to be coming out. Those that seem 48 hours, those that seem to have only one. It is for you, that you cry; for you, who suffer. Listen to me, listen to yourself. You are the one who deserves to decide for you, and you deserve better. Don’t stop imagining that this will end, because it will.
